Thursday, November 13, 2008

Mending and Mortality

While on the mend the one has time to think. (this could be dangerous) First I'll share mending there are times humor and times of pain. To my surprise so many people take time to call visit send a message just to let you know they care. This brings to mind on how I have shared my time with others (a bucket list item). The mind says get going their are things to do. Patience is not a strong suit. The body says I'm out of gas, big tug of war. So you take a physical break but the mind is in full speed you have all this time to think. It's not the drugs I quit them a week ago. Questions,answers,and decisions are needed as this journey unfolds some are within control and some are not. This gives me an anxious feeling like wondering what lies down the road and how to play the hand that has been dealt. It's not worry. As I already know what ever the journey brings all will work out. Life is based on a couple simple facts. You are born, you live,and you die. Pretty basic life cycle all living things have to face this reality. This physical cycle will happen. The question in my mind now becomes what else is there. What about the spiritual unknown the life after this physical cycle. My what a trip that is going to be. This finite mind is unable to comprehend the Infinite so I have to lay this mystery at the feet of my faith belief that it will all work out.